I feel so lost. I feel like everything has been lost. I feel like I’ve lost everyone that used to make me happy.

Babe :( I miss you a lot….. All i wanna do right now is go home and call you so i can hear your voice…. Everything is ok knowing you’re close to me for a little while.

nothing feels right without you

i just want to hug you i feel like i can’t take it anymore like i have to tell you that I love you with all my heart and soul, that i feel like i can’t live without you…….. baby, all i need is you. all i need is you to be happy…… You’re my everything

most of the time i think about how much i wish i could just talk to you. cause i talk to you in my head all day long. but then when i talk to you it makes me sad. cause i realize a lot of things. i realize you don’t love me as much as i love you.. actually sometimes i wonder if you love me at all. You’re so cold and casual.. not sweet at all.. it just makes my heart drop because here i am.. so inlove with somebody who doesn’t care. Sometimes i ask myself if you really do care about me? Your actions don’t show it. you barely call or write back, and your words definitely don’t show it (they don’t show any emotions with me) i mean.. i’m just not a priority i guess. It just really makes me sad to see how you are with me now.. i don’t know how i live with it.. that’s life i guess……. I’m trying to remember if i ever acted that way with you after i broke up with you and I honestly don’t think so……. Sigh….. Life is sad…. Life is hard…. How do I make you love me again? Or even better, how do I make you wanna be mine again? All i want from this life is to be yours

I feel so sick and nasty right now…. My poor pussy is no condition for anything. I literally feel like someone jut ran me over down there. On top of that i think i now have a yeast infection and a uti…. I just want to curl up in a ball and die but i keep thinking about cuddling with you and kissing you….. I know that just one kiss, one touch and or a few sweet words would make me feel so much better. It reminds me of that time i had horrible cramps but when you held me in your arms, i swear they went away. It’s like you heal me…. I need that now. I want to feel your warm body, your soft lips… I want to hear your voice in my ear… Your hands on my skin…..

My body feels so sore like I’m dying and I’m so tired and i have no energy and my head is pounding everything feels like a hundred pounds even this phone

my pussy feels like a dead animal that got ran over a thousand times on a highway

i think you’ve forgotten everything we are. what we were and everything we went through. Do you remember all of those amazing moments, but most of all, the feelings we shared? I hope you do. And even if u don’t remember, something deep inside of you still remains and still remembers because you always come back to me……..

There is a fire inside of me burning keeping me alive it’s a fire only you can start, a fire only you can keep alive. a fire only you can put out.

Lo mas importante es la vibra, la conexión…. Ese fuego que nunca te deja estar aburrido… El amor incontrolable!!

Siempre pensé que el pasado era algo sagrado. Siempre pensé que lo conocido, lo familiar era mejor que el cambio y lo nuevo. Aveces todavía pienso así pero estoy empezando a ver las cosas un poco diferente… Tal vez las relaciones nuevas podrán ser mejores que las relaciones del pasado. Tal vez el tiempo y los años no son la única manera para saber si amas a alguien, tal vez tener historia con alguien no lo hacen mejor que un extraño….. Es difícil pensar de esta manera, especialmente para mi…. Pero tal vez seria algo bueno…. algo nuevo…. Unos pensamientos para el corazón…..

I will never lose hope in us. Sometimes I get discouraged easily but never for long. My hope is strong, my faith is my strength. I’ll be patient, baby. But I won’t focus everything on you. I’ll live my life too. Everything will work out….

Manuel taught me to adapt. Alejandro taught me to forgive. Manuel taught me to take risks. Alejandro taught me to love unconditionally. Manuel taught me to let go. Alejandro taught me to hold on.